Do you have a ‘last bastion?’ Israel went through many times like this and I am no different. Seems silly to still struggle as long as I’ve been at this life and known the secret to my successes is not me (but alas, this is the game the dark one plays).
In my life, there are moments when the problem becomes so BIG and clear. Not clear like “I’ve never seen that before,” but clear in a “are you finally ready to do something about this?” kind of way. Clear as in: “Make a choice, man!” There are a thousand internal excuses and personal histories that must be crushed and forgotten in this step and, if I’m brutally honest, there is usually way to much of me and my pride in the way. This is one of those moments.